I woke up to an apology this morning. An apology that wasn’t really necessary, it happened, it was just a little miff, I was over it, I was waiting until you were. I get my “me time” in the mornings while he’s in class, otherwise I take naps. Sometimes I wish I had gotten out of this town when I was supposed to. I wouldn’t be stuck here; I wouldn’t be taking up space that I don’t want. I keep getting myself caught up in stupid things. I’m trying to seclude myself a little but I’m going stir crazy. Turns out when I backed up my music and everything well…It wasn’t all my music and now I’m missing half of it. I’ve been avoiding syncing my ipod and my phone to my computer until I could rebuild my playlists. I’m trying to do that as we speak but it’s such a pain in the ass. I’m working on putting pieces back in my life that need to be there and exterminating things that don’t. Everyone’s gotta start somewhere.
I just need Yellowstone.
